oh my god, what a shit day! it was my first day of period so my hormones made me crazy, moody, bitchy as hell. i have got to plan out these first days better! i spent most of the day with my mom and she was getting on my nerves. i also didn't really eat so i was hungry. you don't want to see me when i'm hungry like that. it's like the incredible hulk, hahahhaaa. anyway, it was a bad combination of things so i went home and just fucking felt like shit and cried and cried until my ex- came over to help calm me down. it's awful but i needed it. so i'm doing better now. and i swear to pay more attention and plan things better because i can't live like this with crazy hormone days. it's not fun. also, i've got to filter myself and not let my hormones get the best of me.