awkward silence [uncoupling]
i went to have dinner with the ex- and perhaps for the first time in our lives, we had awkward silence. it was very silent and awkward during the drive to the restaurant. i realized that actually this is very similar to the vibe as when i came back from mexico city during my winter break trip. much later i found out that she was weird that day she picked me up because of what went on between her and him the night before (or technically earlier in the day). so i figured, it must be the same reason, just a new guy since she doesn't talk to him anymore. nice, eh? why do i torture myself with these thoughts? i dunno. it's what i do.
