a revelation: how i think of her [uncoupling]
i had a sort of revelation. i am going through so much shit emotionally because of my mentality. i still think of the ex- as my girlfriend. it's both of our faults... we hang out so much together, too much for ex-s. so it makes me feel like we're still together in some way. and if i see her as my girlfriend, then i get very hurt by all the other crap going on. so i have to stop. i can't see her that way anymore. it hurts too much. i'm not moving on like this. i'm just causing more pain and making things worse.
