i went with my ex- to go see "up" in 3-d. i was in bad mood due to yesterday's no parking incident and that the club really really sucked. i let my mind mess me up on such matters. like i wouldn't be in this mess if she didn't break up with me. i'd never be looking for parking here, i never would have been driving that street and gotten into the accident, etc. and then we saw "up". normally this would have had no effect on me but in my current condition, it just messed me up even more. in the film, 2 kids meet, later get married, then grow old and one of them dies. the one that is gonna die basically gives the other their blessing to move on to new adventures. hmm, for me it's a different kind of new adventure to go on and for a different reason, messed me right up. but some things in the movie were really funny. i just wish i wasn't mentally in break-up mode.