i know i've said this before and i thought i blogged about it as well but i can't find anything. i kinda feel like right now i'm in mrs. doodiekins boot camp. at first i used to say (housewife) rehab. now i'm saying boot camp. because if we do get back together, then these months or year that we live as single people, well i feel like i'll mostly be tied to the house and not going out given the parking situation and that will just leave me to focus on me, to build up my housewife skills of cooking and cleaning so that i don't fuck up in that department again. but also, to be more sociable (how's that gonna happen if i don't leave the house?) and be a good hostess. i can invite people over and show off my skills. that's part of my lessons, i joked, that thankfully in boot camp we are allowed visitors but i will be graded on my dinner parties. oh and i wanted to also just add that a year as being single is not necessarily referring to getting back together with the ex-. i figure i'm only living here a year and then moving on to another place. whether it's with someone else or by myself again. but the next place will have a parking spot so i can have a life at night and not worry about being able to park and go to bed!