today my aunt and her sons helped me move the furniture and some boxes. by furniture i don't mean lots of stuff. basically it's just my bed, cd rack, and some bookshelves. i just need help moving those big items. i could go back and forth in my car carrying all the rest of the boxes but i'll probably employ their help again so i don't have to go back and forth so many times, considering how bad parking is. i didn't do everything today because i just wasn't ready. i haven't been packing, sorry, just lazy about it.

my ex- was going to leave before my family arrived but she just couldn't drive herself--she was too distraught. so she phoned her sister to pick her up. when her sister arrived, she didn't come in the house, she just phoned. my ex- had the hardest time walking out. she didn't want to leave me because she didn't want me to leave. this is really hard for both of us.