i still have a heart the morning after

last night i went out to a club all alone for the first time. what a sad valentine's evening, huh? i suppose it was kind of pathetic. however, i had to do it. at first i didn't feel like going but i forced myself. i can't stay home alone for the rest of my life. i need to go out and meet people, just be around people. i'm not a dancer but i need to start dancing on a regular basis. just let out the stress and have a good time. i was open to meeting people and perhaps accepting dates, should such a thing present itself but no opportunity like that did. i had a drink, i danced, i went home. that's pretty much it. oh and some bitch stepped on my toe real bad without apologizing or even acknowledging that she stepped on me. another guy spilled part of his drink on my arm but he was a gentleman and apologized. there was some contest going on and they were announcing winners throughout the evening. once the last prize was given out and i hadn't won any of it, i was done and went home.