last night we had tequila shots, laughed, cried, but generally just talked a lot. we've been stressed and though we're not really ones to drink, we said we should have a drink. but just in case we get carried away, we wouldn't drink on a work night. we marked friday as drinking night and so that's why we drank last night. i don't really drink so it was a lot for me, yet i was ok. we just stayed up quite late is all. but to be fair, it was already late when we started.

i wanted to talk about several things and i thought we should play a drinking game. like truth or dare but truth or take a shot. one person would ask a question and the other person would answer it. if they don't answer, they must take a shot. then the next person gets to ask a question. you can only avoid 2 questions in a row for taking shots. for the 3rd question, you must answer. these were the rules we established. at first i kept questions very general that you might ask a child or any friend. so we weren't really drinking for awhile. that was the warm up. then i started to increase the tension of the questions to try to think of something that one wouldn't want to answer. however, it took even longer before they came up with questions that i wouldn't answer.

eventually, things just started pouring out. i kinda felt like they became more unsettled and i became more settled. they just let go and it was a bit weird or worrisome at one point but it was exactly what was needed. we weren't sick when we got up today. in fact we each went to look at potential places to live but neither really suited us.