i've been looking at ads for a new place to live. i'd rather live alone but i can't really afford it. i don't want to live with other people because i have a lot of stuff, don't want to share a bathroom, and the vegan issue. anyway, i went to look at two places today. one was a one bedroom apartment near where i currently live for more than i can afford. it was bright and airy and i could imagine it would be nice. another was a studio close to where i work. it was very dark and depressing. it seems that only students live there. if i was a student living there, i'd kill myself. it was that dark and depressing. after that, off to the getty to get some culture and then ate at a vegan place i've never been to before, truly vegan. the prices seemed ok until they brought out the dishes, which weren't very much. however, the thai iced tea was really good. not the best i've ever had but probably the second best. then again, i think i've only had them from 3 different places so it's not saying much except that it can be hard to find vegan thai iced tea so when i see it on a menu, i order it! oh, and i got my car worked on today. overall, i was barely at home today.

today's heartbreak lyric is:

"why cry" by the panic channel

i've been feeling lonesome
i'm down, don't know what to do
i let you lie to me
plant seeds inside
to see them grow
only to leave them to die

i learned my lesson
i won't be forgetting
i won't give my heart out
without suspecting
why cry
why cry
why cry
for you

i've been lost and finding
out that I've been such a fool
you thought you'd stick around
until the day you found
someone to make me obsolete

i learned my lesson
i won't be forgetting
i won't give my heart out
without suspecting
why cry
why cry
why cry
why cry
for you

i learned my lesson
i won't be forgetting
i won't give my heart out
without suspecting