officially i've been living at my place for 2 years now. true i got to move in my stuff a few days early but the lease started 2 years ago today. this is a new record for me. ever since i moved out of the house at 17, i've never lived at a single address for 2 years. i've lived at places for maybe 1.5 years or perhaps a little closer to 2 years, but i don't think i have ever reached the 2 year mark. therefore i don't know if this is a good or bad thing. not all of my stuff is unpacked either (bad) but that just means that i'm slightly prepared for the next move (good, hahaha). i really don't want to be in this area very long. i can't see myself living here for years. but right now i just don't know what's next for me and that was the whole point of me returning to where i grew up. to reconnect with family and focus on what i want next out of life. it's really fucking hard to figure out too.