need more friends [living]
i really meant to make more friends but this year is ending with less friends. i've become quite a hermit. i don't go out much at all, not ever for concerts like i used to nor record shopping. my job situation has been one where i don't really meet people to be friends with them but since i got laid off, that could all change next year. being laid off also caused me to hole myself up and not talk to people. i just wanted to avoid talking about being out of work. i don't want people looking down at me or their pity. i just need more people that i can crack jokes with, hang out, and do simple things. no serious commitments. just friends.
