i just don't know what to do with myself [thinking]
right after i found out i was laid off, i went looking for a job. i even found one that was good but the deadline had just passed and since it as close by i rushed over to ask how strict they are on deadline, if perhaps i could put myself on a waiting list. well, they're quite strict and nothing else with them suits me. i've been scouring internet resources and trying to rethink my resume. the possibilities are endless one might say but i just don't know what to do with myself. i might not be broke today but i need money soon because time flies quickly and the next thing you know i could be homeless. sometimes life sucks.

