i cut my hair! i was just so tired of it! i didn't do anything drastic. i was just tired of it hanging down and bunching up around my face and shoulders. it looked messy. i have been watching so many buck-tick dvds lately that i was inspired by atsushi's haircut. his length is about the same as mine but it's much more thin and under control. he has these layers around his face and i think that helps tremendously. i pondered for awhile on how i should cut my hair to get a similar effect. i don't want to have obvious bangs. i don't want my hair shorter than my nose. i wanted it to be a surprise too so good thing twiddle thumbs went out tonight with friends and i stayed home. i shut myself in the bathroom, standing there naked so i wouldn't have to deal with the mess of hairs all over my clothes making me itchy, when i hear that one of our friends has come back. damn! being naked is like being helpless. apparently she's tired and wants to take a nap. i'm shouting at her through the door to go ahead and sleep in my room. i don't know if she can hear the snip snip of scissors but there i go, starting to make cuts. i do a layered thing but with an uneven blade, those scissors that give a messy cut. i don't know their name, i just own them. i cut my hair several times at several different lengths with those scissors. i shape it to how i want it to be. it's a subtle kind of layering. i'm pleased with the cut but i know i probably fucked up somewhere. still though, i don't like the look and i realize it's the color. i need to dye it jet black.

p.s.
during this haircut i realized my armpits are peeling again. it turns out my earth science deodorant is not as good as i thought it was. they're not burning first then peeling like with the tom's of maine deodorant. i don't like this. it freaks me out to see my armpit skin peel off.