sometimes when i don't hear from friends in awhile, i worry. i know we all get busy. sometimes i ignore people too, even my friends, because i just need to be holed up alone and can't deal with talking to anyone. there are just those days. or months! sometimes you don't even realize how long it's been since you talked to a friend. i once went five years without seeing a good friend. crazy but true. some of my friends do not use the internet. these are friends i am in contact the least 'cos i'm all about the internet. but if you don't keep in touch, eventually you lose their current contact info. and then there is the panic. how in the hell do i get a hold of this person?! did they die? get into an accident? are they ok? do they need my help in any way? or do they just don't want to be friends anymore. you have no idea. so where the hell are my friends? hope all is well and good. ciao.