i don't dread turning 30, i just love to make fun of my friends older than me. of course, the pendulum swings back and they thrash me when i hit the age they make fun of. i'm not there yet, 30 is still over the horizon but i'm getting close to that horizon. i just can't think of things i want to do in life. i can't think of things to do by age 30 'cos the only thing is one thing i set out in high school as a goal but i know i won't achieve it: to own a house by age 30. so i'm kind of at a loss as to what i want to do in life. i've met certain people (siouxsie). i've done certain things (bungy). i don't know what's left to make a list of things to do. that's when it hit me, make a damn list for listsofbests.com of things i have already done so that way i can think of things i want to do! the list is incomplete but it worked because it is full of things i have not done yet. check it out if you want: things i want to do and/or should do before i die.