today was my first day of combating my recent laziness and boy was it tough. i used up all my sick days and then some with this illness so i need to put in some extra time at work to make up for it. today was my first day of it. i went in 1 hour early, which is actually the starting time of a job i had for years but somehow it was really difficult for me. my ass does not function for 8am jobs! i function for 9am jobs! that's just my cycle. the other thing i've been lazy about is my food choices. no more bad vegan, no more junk food vegan. i need to eat the way i ate when i first went vegan. i mean, what kind of vegetarian doesn't eat vegetables? lately i've been really lacking and that's so bad. so today was all about the veggies. the first couple days of changing one's habits are always the toughest. and there will be a relapse, i just know it. but i have to fight this one and keep it up.