i'm too sick to do anything for twiddle thumbs's birthday. i feel bad. we said we do this and that on her actual birthday but i can't do anything at all. we're supposed to join up with other people over the weekend to celebrate her birthday so i have to get better by then. i always get pissed off when my friends get sick, especially twiddle thumbs. i tell them that i'll kick their ass so that they'll learn not to get sick anymore. it doesn't work. i hate it when they get sick because they give their sicky germs to me. that's how i always get sick. i never get sick on my own. except this time. god, i could kick someone's ass right now and the only one i can kick is my own. just leave me in a room alone with the person who got me sick and i tell you that i will be the only one who walks out of that room.

tuesday night: slight sore throat, i must be dehydrated
wednesday: drink a shitload of water and suck on halls but the dryness/soreness will not go away
wednesday night: i know i am sick
thursday: i have that sick tired feeling. i have a fever. i have the chills. i am in hell. i hate being sick!