my interview skills are terrible [working]
i went to the interview for the job i want and it was a terrible interview. it lasted 15 minutes tops. i have never been to such a short interview. i took it as, "don't call us, we'll call you." after asking me only about 2 questions, they asked me if i had any questions, in a "let's wrap this up" sort of way. i knew then that i was sinking and i had to buy more time. i had to stay in that office as long as possible to relate much more of my skills so that i stand a chance at getting the job. i don't know what i was doing wrong but i could feel that i was drowning. i was nervous. i think it showed. if it's a job i don't care about, i ace the interviews because i am so cavalier and charming. that's what happens a lot of the times when i go to a temp agency because a job is not on the line--it's more of a fuck around moment. goddamn, i gotta treat every job interview like i don't need the job.

