institutionalized [living]
koru sculptures line the streets of wellington
it's driving me crazy waiting to hear word back from my friend on whether or not she can change her plane ticket so i can get out of new zealand next month. to be fair, she's only had 1 business day but it feels like years. dog years. time really drags its feet. i just really don't want to be here anymore. i need a target date to focus on. so i can pace myself. do i need to stretch my sanity for 1 month or 4 months? do i tell everyone to fuck off or do i put up with it and put on a happy helmet? do i start applying for jobs in LA or do i slap myself from thinking about LA? fuck.
