i won't spill my blood tonight... [screaming]
...but it might be soon if i don't get the fuck out of here. i had a lot of tolerance for sticking through the next few months in wellington but the last week at work blew all my patience. these past few days haven't helped either. i'm *this* close to changing my airplane ticket to next week, whether i hear from my friend or not. maybe today is just a bad day. i really have to calm down and learn to cope soon or i will snap.
spinning top sculpture off of lambton quay
