got paid. paid rent. broke again. [thinking]
that pretty much summarizes it. almost like living in santa cruz again! rich in broke in a single stroke! the pay day high lasts but a few minutes at best. i should have worked harder and saved up more money before i came here. hell, i should work harder now and have another job for nights and weekends. but i can't bring myself to do that. because then i will not have any free time. and i really need time to run errands. basic errands of life. groceries. laundry. that sort of thing. and being in a new place, it would be nice if 1 or 2 days a week i could explore the area. that is why i have not gotten a second job. that is what i tell myself.

another gorgeous sunset outside the apartment

