by XxBTchickxX on Wed Apr 28, 2010 3:33 pm
Yay!! xD another Teenage BT fan!! XD
My name is Alison ^.^. I live in New York, U.S. I am 13 years old, Atsushi Sakurai is my favorite too ^.^. i like him because he is sexy, charming, and mysterious, and his voice is absolutely amazing!! ^o^ and i discovered BUCK-TICK when i was 9 years old, but it wasn't until i was 12 that i had become completely obsessed with the band xD
I first heard BT's song "Gesssekai" from this anime named "Nightwalker" and at first i thought the song was really creepy, but i liked it anyway. what scared me about it was the tone and how well it fit the show, the tone was kinda depressing, but it was great!. I had rented Nightwalker for about a week, it was a random choice of video i made at a movie rental store called "Blockbuster". That random choice would later change my life 3 years later. After i had rented Nightwalker, it became one of my favorite a animes, i returned it a week later. The year following, i was 10, and a new anime called "Trinity Blood" came out to the U.S. on a network called "Adult Swim". They had used "Dress" by BUCK-TICK as the opening theme, i didn't know who sang the song because the tone of the song was different, but the song scared me too, i think it was because of Atsushi's voice xD but i fell in love with the song, and the show. The show later went off air months later, i never got to see the end, but it made me mad. 2 years later, i decided to watch Nightwalker again, and i showed my friend, she liked the intro and so did i. Later about 2 weeks later in February of '09 she called me and said 'Alison! i found out the song to Nightwalker, this may sound weird, but the band name is BUCK-TICK and the song is Gessekai" so later, i went on the computer and searched it up, and it was awesome!! i remember seeing Atsushi as the creepy Japanese dude in one of the Best J-rock songs i have ever heard XD but then, about 2 months later, i decided i wanted to search up the song to Trinity Blood, i was absolutely surprised to find out that the same band that had made Gessekai had made dress, and then i watch the Promoted Video for Dress and was kinda freaked out, because Atsushi was wearing make-up and all that XD not to insult him or anything, but i thought he was a cross dresser XD i liked both song, and then later discovered the song "Uta" out of my own curiosity xD i loved it, and began downloading the songs to my MP3 x3 then i decided in early April, that i wanted to know more abut this band, so i search up all the members on Google. i came across a page on Wikipedia, and checked out Atsushi first, i found out he was in the movie "The Spear Of Longinus" and really liked the movie, then i came across a page in a Blog for Atsushi, and also came across a video made by a fan, using a song called "Sex Bomb" the video was mainly made p of Atsushi's sexiest parts of every concert he's had, and it made me feel like eh was a pervert XD so i thought "OMG, THIS GUYS A FREAK!" i left my computer disgusted about what i just saw, and went downstairs tot eh front yard, i played a game with my neighbor and i ended up falling, causing em to get a scar, i call it "The Mark Of the Beauty" because i got the scar on the same day i fell in love with Atsushi XD (obsessed fangirl) XD then i had this urge, that made me want to go back and watch the video, and in the video, i saw him giving fan service using Yutaka XD so i wanted to know if he was gay, and came across a blog entry about him and imai XD LOL!!!! (sorry, i am not trying to insult Atsushi and imai, but i was curious XD) and then they said he was gay, but i didn't believe it, seeing as it was only a rumor. they referred to a song called "Candy" by them saying that it was for Imai (total bullshit XD) i listened to it, and liked it. The next day, i was crazy for Atsushi, i kept writing his name all over my things, and then when i got home, i decided to search up more, and came across a blog entry by this woman who had showed "Kimi No Vanilla" to her boy friend XD i searched up the song, and my reaction was this : *¬* . i was so obsessed with him now, and i loved the song, and began to search up more the next day. The next day, i did so, and was up until 2:00 AM searching up BUCK-TICK songs ^.^. The week following, i had began to create videos for Atsushi xD
Then in May of '09, my grandmother had fallen Terribly ill, and she was dying, i began to listen to BUCK-TICK, and only BUCK-TICK. I could connect to their music and what they meant, the band meant a lot to me, i found them in one of the darkest times in my life, during a time where i felt there was no purpose in life, and that no one gave a shit about me, i had even become a bit suicidal, until i had heard BUCK-TICK's songs, and read the translations. Throughout my grandmothers 4 month stay in a hospital, BUCK-TICK was the only thing that kept me happy, and they were changing me inside and out. They have molded me into who i am today. Before i was the ugly skater wanna be girl, and now i am that Gothic girl who never shows her eyes, wears light colors, or ever takes her headphones off XD without BT, i am nothing, at all, and if it weren't for my curiosity, i would still be who i was years ago, i have my own band, and have the hopes of meeting BT one day, and thanking them for all their wonderful music, i even began learning Japanese to get to actually speak to them ^.^
I like to make art too, i even made my own Atsushi Drawing XD
sorry for a long message of my stupid life story. Gomenasai A(^_^;)
But its great to meet another teenage BUCK-TICK fan ^.^
Ali-san <3[color=#0040BF][/color]